loveonlock

That's what they say

Wed, 26 Aug 2009 14:55:14 GMT

"Let go of one, to hold on to something else better,"

Heregoesnothin'

Mon, 17 Aug 2009 14:38:46 GMT

Actually I'm kind of sad that I wouldn't have anymore formal netball trainings until november :( Today was probably one of the most enjoyable trainings ever! Can you imagine, we actually had a friendly match with rugby????!!! I was shocked to the max okay and I was like terrorized by their size and aggression initially hehe :D The game was mutually beneficial anyway especially for them, and I was looking forward to the next training as coach said there would be more of this but nooooooo!!!!!!! I realised that it would only come in a few months later when the much dreaded promos and pw endssssss hfjsdkfhdskjfhfewhfieufhie

But today started off horribly too :( The big white shark freaking caught me for my hair colour????? Like FINALLY?!!!!!!! :( After 8 months!!!!!!!! (I mean like yeah everyone knows I got caught before by other idiots but wtv this is the real predator I swear he will never let me off) I would never have escaped for long anyway, he has been targeting all the neighbouring classes like c'mon even many many others got caught for other inappropriate stuff alr??? Yeah I'm most probably going for a haircut tmrw :'( and see if I can avoid dyeing it back because I cannot bear to see it being damaged, never never never for my precious precious hair!!!!!!!!!!!

I wonder what I'm doing here ranting anyway....... I should be buried in the heap of overdue homework that I have they're like beside me but you know I really can't be bothered................... It even slipped my mind there was a geog test today like hi nobody cares :D wl but the teacher caught my friends for cheating and this is random my chinese teacher really really hates me now but guess what! I luvvvvv her hatred it is ridiculous how she tries to hurl us with threats of informing Mr Tay but totally wtv, nobody gives a damn about mother tongue. I'll render her speechless (again) the next time she tries to assert control over me ;)

You Play Your Cards Well But I Will Ensure Your Defeat.

Sun, 16 Aug 2009 14:25:46 GMT

Colourgenics (once again)

Sat, 08 Aug 2009 13:42:53 GMT

Name: Clara

Date: 8/8/2009
Colorgenics Number: 23147506

You work hard, seeking success. You are self-sufficient and in spite of all the trials and tribulations that have beset you in the past you carry on regardless.. You are one to be admired because you pursue your objectives single-mindedly and with initiative. You know that you can 'do it' and what is more, you will - without necessarily being dependent upon the goodwill of others.

You are willing to try anything once. You 'need to be needed' and what is perhaps more important you 'need to need.' You can only feel close to a person or persons when you feel you can trust them, but this trust needs to be proven to you.

Conditions are rather confusing at this time. You would like to involved with a particular person or a particular situation butyou are holding back. You find it difficult to make a decision.

You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all. The existing situation is not of your liking - you have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability to open up to others and the way you feel at this time is suggestive of 'total surrender'. This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome. You feel that only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able to maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In essence 'you need to be needed' and at the same time 'you need to need'.

You need to be respected as an exceptional individual. This is the only way that you can hope to achieve the status that you wish to achieve. You set yourself very high standards - and come what may - you abide by them.

She was the queen of deceit.

Fri, 31 Jul 2009 16:43:42 GMT

The moment she turned away, she missed him. She begins to realize she is breathing the air that he breathes. She can't take her eyes off him. She can't turn away. She does not know what she is getting into...

Don`t let me go

Omg this image is in my mind EVERYDAY

Mon, 27 Jul 2009 15:03:36 GMT

credits to: elevensundays

RE: 10 promises to my dog

Sat, 25 Jul 2009 17:55:37 GMT

I just remembered. One of the it states..

"If I disobey you, I always have a good reason......."

Sigh. I love dogs with my life. And my love for things always coincide with each other if you know what I mean.

Understand this metaphor for me

Sat, 25 Jul 2009 15:49:59 GMT

How would you feel...
if the dog you've been trying to train for a very long period of time
CAN'T even be obedient enough to obey heel

Much less to say things like discipline and self-control. So ill-mannered, I swear.

Team!

Sat, 25 Jul 2009 04:14:14 GMT

Hello hello hello this is to Mahavira, Jane, Eugene and Quinten!!!!! (not like some of you read this) Loved the gr888888888 game yesterday yes we deserved to win love love love you guys :) it's because of you all that I chose to persevere on in the second match even though one of my contact lenses got damaged during the first half of the first game :( :( :( I was so scared ok :( now I m beginning to treasure my eyesight more I got a taste of how it was like to be half blind, or worse, to be visually handicapped :( hope we would work harder in the semi-finals!!!! Even though the championship is not as important as our bond, we should still give in our best shot!!! <3333333333333333333~~~~~ AND KICK THE STUPID UMPIRE'S ASS. So much for being biased........ We'll show you. Can't believe I said if i remembered his face the next time I see him in school/during breaks I would cut his queue in the canteen spit in his food and do whatever to irk him, hehehe. not like I'd bother.

Never offend females.

P.S. And I would have my clear vision back this time :P

Mon, 20 Jul 2009 10:45:42 GMT

Being in Love is just Not Enough VS. Love is All That Matters

Sat, 18 Jul 2009 18:44:46 GMT

I am adamant about this.

I SUPPORT EVIAN!!!!!

Thu, 16 Jul 2009 13:06:09 GMT

Very Exciting News

Thu, 16 Jul 2009 12:54:31 GMT

1. I did not get anything ungraded for midyrs omg!!!!!!!
2. I GOT A FOR MATH?????
3. AND WTH I GOT B FOR CHINESE??????? :D
4. I DID NOT FAIL GEOG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH ~~EVEN THOUGH I ONLY HAD A DAY TO CRAM (NOT) EVERYTHING IN!~~
5. My form teacher has been trying to be bitchy to me
6. Without substantial evidence that I should be bitched at
7. I want to go to Ngee Ann Poly's Veterinary Bioscience next year
8. This stupid course just had to come out in 2010 and it's a calling for me I swear (hi willie!!! maybe i will join you in melbourne in a few years)
9. Alot of people in my class are coming down with a fever..... THIS IS A SIGN :D
10. CJC should just be hit with H1N1 and close down I do not give a damn
11. I have decided to get a fujitsu waterproof digital camera and it's on a bloody good offer at about $200+++ but I should not be so impulsive right???? (if anyone even bothered to read my dead livejournal please give me some sound advice)
12. Maha wants to buy my nano and I want to buy my itouch. HMMMMMM... nah, my nano is of sentimental value to meee
13. I love my faithful nano which has been my companion for approx 3 years!
14. SCREW PW. I SHOULD JUST QUIT CJ EARLIER LIKE WHAT SAM IS GOING TO DO
15. Eom eom eom...... I have not even sent out the surveys pw roxxxxxxxx my soxxxxxxxxxxx
16. My phone contract is ending in 2 weeks or so, LG prada come to momma~~~
17. OH YEAH DID I TELL YOU BUMBLEBEE ROCKS MY WORLD??????????? Champions champions 4eva c:

A mark in history

Mon, 06 Jul 2009 15:43:13 GMT

He he he he I am a mind reader of...

Hi folks

Mon, 15 Jun 2009 19:18:15 GMT

I'm back from phuket and I'm not exactly proud to announce that my skin is really roasted...! And I really ate so much back there with all the awesome buffets, that I suffered some sort of severe indigestion last wed and threw up like a merlion and felt very very ill for the rest of the day. Luckily there are so many sport facilities that I'm still able to occupy my time working out and keeping myself guilt-free. That's probably why I overate to the extent of that, hur.

I swear I have alot of things on my wishlist now........... :( I just added the Lakers' championship shirt into my list and ahhhh omg okay I am so going broke, again! But whatever. AND I SWEAR I NEED TO START STUDYING FOR MIDYEARS.

AND I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I JUST SAID THE MOST STUPID THING TO ZI WEI A FEW MINUTES AGO >:@

Clara says: (3:06:33 AM)

ANYWAY BEFORE I FORGET

Clara says: (3:06:41 AM)

what's llabten!! some netball thing right (zw's lj user)

Clara says: (3:07:00 AM)

oh shit i just realised it's netball spelt backwards

Ziwei says: (3:14:49 AM)

HAHA

Ziwei says: (3:14:54 AM)

HAHAHA :D :D :D

Mon, 01 Jun 2009 16:41:15 GMT

My heart is feeling vulnerable
not over love

what else , phoebe

H8 injections

Sun, 31 May 2009 15:08:37 GMT

I almost hyperventilated upon learning that there might be a need to take a jab before flying off to phuket next saturday :( :( :( :( :( omg I want to cry I really really really cannot stand injections I freak out at the sight of them I cry when I've to take one within minutes I even cringe when I watch people taking jabs on tv. Omg Omg omg I remembered I cried at the clinic when I was with 69 for obs health checkup 2 years back when the nurse said we MIGHT have to take jabs. Omggggggggggggg :( then it was a false alarm and everybody laughed at me they even took a video and mocked me! but I'm really very scared of jabs I want to die omg can I just look kiasu and wear a mask when I step into the airport ahhhhhh not like it will help me prevent swine flu but ahhhhhh omg I dont want to get an injection ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ON THE LIGHTER NOTE!!!!!! I think I've more or less decided the new phone I want! PEOPLE GIVE ME YOUR VIEWS/ADVICES.

HTC DIAMOND 2 VS LG PRADA VS LG COOKIE

P.S. my agougou hahahahahahahah agougou dunked twice (EFFORTLESSLY) today ~~~~~~~

Mon, 25 May 2009 11:49:16 GMT

wowowowowowowowowowow this week is gonna be ggggreat!!!!!!! :D (ignoring midyrs)

AND IM LIKE, YOU KNOW, FLYING OFF TO PHUKET NEXT SATURDAY????
AND JAMES IS BACK IN SINGAPORE???????!!!!!!!!!!!! HI PALSIEZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDD

LIFE'S GOOD -

Clara is very frustrated.

Mon, 18 May 2009 14:43:38 GMT

I think I really hate school. (but I love my friends)
and maybe I always say this when exams are looming near........ urgh urgh urgh!!!! I don't think I can get an average pass I haven't been a good student all year omg omg omg hahahahaha I deserve to die. Midyears are next week and my whole week is burnt because I AM THE BLOODY PE REP, and stupid sports heats just have to take up almost the entire week. All I have to do is just be good and be present and be one of the finishing judges.. grrreaat... Luckily Xuan is at the finishing line too :)

CJC olympics just brings back a sense of nolstagia, I swear.. I swear I miss Bronte. I miss my damn favourite powerhouse. It used to be so much easier signing people up for races and forming strong relay teams. When we were exco I SWEAR we won like almost everything. From like mass dance competitions to 4x100m relays omg there were seriously no worries except vying for the top 3 positions lah duh. And after bronte is no longer in my life I realised that (or maybe chose to realise) sports days within the school is really.. rather useless if your objective is to win. I mean like, all these track&field events are just opportunities for trackers to perpetuate their power on these grounds and most of the ordinary athletes do not stand a chance at all...! It was really damn pathetic to see countless people trying to copy their positions at the starting line??? GOSH. There was this guy with this bloody pathetic starting position I swear he would have fallen flat on his face if Miss Lim did not rush over to correct him. Most were just like.. squatting and not pushing off. They might as well begin their race standing it would shave a few seconds off omggggg I feel damn angsty and I still have to tolerate this for 2-3 more days ahhhhhh I can't wait for training on thurs I don't want to watch this anymore.

I AM DAMN HAIRPEE TODAY

Thu, 14 May 2009 15:12:24 GMT

Let me give you many many reasons on why euphoria is overwhelming me today! (okay i am exaggerating)

1. me is giving school a miss tomorrow and so is mahavira!
2. that would let me sleep in!!! ::::)))))))
3. IT IS FRIDAY TOMORROW \m/
4. JUNE HOLIDAYS ARE COMING SOON
5. training was very enjoyable today!!!! even though it ended at 7.20 pm
6. i love the netballers!
7. i love netball!
8. i love my friends!!!!!!!!!! 888888888888888DDDDDDDDDDDD

okay this will top the list. I FREAKING SPOTTED RYHAN LOITERING OUTSIDE CJ CANTEEN TODAY OMGZXZXZXXXXXXXX!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISSED DEAREST ELMO SO MUCH SO MUCH SO MUCH AHAHHAHA STUPID!!!!!!!! I couldn't believe my eyes ok I SWEAR, BY THE MOON AND THE STARS THAT WILL SHINE

yay :)

Sat, 09 May 2009 06:50:37 GMT

I catch a flu whenever I kick my blanket off accidentally in the middle of the night
I catch a flu whenever I stay in an air conditioned room for too long
I catch a flu when dust gets to me
I catch a flu when I don't sleep well
I catch a flu like almost every weekend
I catch a flu very easily
Later someone will suspect that I have swine flu

Skeptism

Wed, 29 Apr 2009 15:57:23 GMT

I believe that as people mature, they become more intellectual, and in turn.. They become more skeptical? It's hard to believe that when I allowed my eyes to be open to the world, I begin to question controversial issues. A particular one, christianity. I don't believe in believing blindly anymore, I always want to know what I'm believing in. And the things that should follow in my belief. And why? And what about the issues regarding this matter?

Am I a lost sheep? Haha and why the hell would humans be likened to sheep, maybe in a spiritual sense but aren't we able to make decisions on our own? Complications may arise but we learn as we go along so why are we deemed as "stupid" and "short-sighted" like sheep? Okay, maybe like I said, in a spiritual sense we really are. We need to be directed before we know our way next time.

Maybe I'm so "blind" and so "lost" spiritually that I am saying all these now. Plus I'm feeling so skeptical now if anyone were to give me the typical answers they learnt from their teachings, something that I've heard before, something which does not have any evidence to substantiate it... I would just shut them out.

Your nightmare?

Sat, 25 Apr 2009 05:13:01 GMT

I hate it whenever I injure my ankle, and it's always the right one.
Pun intended.

On a lighter note, I'm seeing hy later :) My brain is just going dot dot dot.. My thoughts are incoherent, perhaps closed up. I've been rather pessimistic on the inside lately: this is a very very bad sign!!! (I hope life has been good to me)

4 more PI drafts to go for next week
geog hw
more and more geog hw
geog quiz
geog fa
math fa
econs FA which I missed on monday
i hope mr ravi forgets about it
oh yeah, lit hw is overdue

I guess Mr Tay is enjoying himself in HK now, haha duh
this is probably one of his shopping trips

Wed, 25 Mar 2009 10:59:51 GMT

I want to play netball to take my mind off schoolwork :(

THE LOVE OF MY LIFE

Wed, 11 Mar 2009 13:26:32 GMT

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZCYaw5tGYAs

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qXo3NFqkaRM&feature=related

IWILLH8YOU4LYFEIFYOUDONTWATCHTHESE2VIDEOS!!!!!!!